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7. Love A Resentment

Tum har jao yeah mujhe manzoor nhi or me har jau yeah me hone nhi dungi.Khte h ki chahe jmana badal jae pr pyaar me insaan kbhi nhi bdalta par kya yeah sach h?

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Next Morning:

Ramya blink her eyes adjusting to her view,she isn't tied anymore instead she is here tangled between arms of her husband.For just a second she thought it was a bad dream but was it?

She roamed her eyes on his face and lifted her hand to caress it but ache in her arms forced her to look down and her face turn pale.Bandage on her wrists scream about what happened last night was true.The darkness of night didn't took her strength to see but also took away the sparkle of love from her eyes.

No matter how hard she try but a big sob left her mouth and Adheer stirred in his sleep.Again a sound striked his ear and he open his eyes,it is when he comes to know what a deed he have done.Once he is standing near her side,she got up and forced her way towards the door while he swiftly hold her shoulders and hug her such that her back is facing his front.

For what felt like eternity they stay there like that.To break the ice he tried to speak

Ramya last night-

he cannot complete his words when she applied every ounce of strength left in her body and untangled from him.

She turn around look in his eyes to know where she went wrong that the person who is her first love not only do not trust her but hurt her every single second he gets.

She walked in bathroom closed the door from inside turn on the shower and sit on the floor soaking her tears,body and her emotions.It is a lot to take when your family think you as a profit,your friend see you as murderer and your love as a betrayer.

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Author POV:

When mind turned numb and heart filled with blues step on your will to live then no matter how hard you try you can just come to one conclusion that you yourself is the apple of discord.She is just a matter of disdain, a curse in everyone's life

Ramya sobbed, water mixing with her tears,her lips shivering,body and hands turned cold.A panic attack again.Was something happen in her past?What happened to that joyful and laughing girl?But for now lets see, what happened after he left the house last night.

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Last Night :

After leaving the house Adheer sat in his car and drove away to a nearby club.

Alcohol is the only option for him to get his mind clear.On his way he called Suryansh and asked him to meet at the club.

Loud music,people dancing and screaming hell knows for what reason and here our lover boy is drinking shot after shot.

But his glass is flying.Oops.He is high we guess.The glass was taken and sipped by none other then suryansh.

Bhai kher ek baat toh h ldki ho ya daru tera taste dono me acha h.Chal ab jldi se bta kya kand kra h ab tune.(Brother, well one thing is true, whether it is a girl or liquor, your taste is good in both. Come on, tell me quickly what scandal you have done now.)

Adheer stared at him and Suryansh laughed fakely.

Ab maine kya kar diya.Me janta hun ki me mast dikhta hun but me apni bhabhi ko dhokha nhi dena chahta samjha.(Now what have I done? I know I look cool but I wouldn't want to cheat on my sister-in-law.)

Adheer stand from his seat with shivering legs,Suryansh was confused while looking at his action but he care less about him enjoying his drink.

But his glass was snatched away by Adheer now he drank it in one go and throw it on the floor creating a glass cracking noise.

Abe yaar kya musibat h yeah aadmi.Khash maine tujhe apna dost hi na bnaya hota.(Hey man, what's the problem? Yes man. I especially wouldn't have made you my friend.)

He said jokingly but Adheer turned to him and punched him straight on his face.

You are heavely drunk bro.Listen to me,lets go home and talk it out peacefully.

But again Adheer paid no heed and with the help of his friend he sat again.

No one was talking about anything so to break the ice Suryansh said

Bhabhi ne kuch bola kya tujhe.Terko kab se ek hi baat bol rha hn bhai jo hua bhool ja kyu apne past ke liye apne present ki bali(बली) de rha h.Kab-(Did sister-in-law say anything to you? I have been telling you the same thing for so long, brother, forget whatever happened, why are you sacrificing your present for your past. When-)

Adheer held his collar and said

Tu meri jagah hota toh kya krta?Bta?Bol?Chup kyu ho gya bol na?

Mujhe koi shokh nhi h yeah sab krne ka.Vo ldki mera phla pyaar h or me abhi bhi usse pyaar krta hun pr-(What would you have done if you were in my place? Tell me? Tell me? Why have you become silent? Tell me?

I have no hobby to do this .That girl is my first love and I still love her but-)

Tujhe jo ache lge kar par yaad rakhiyo Ramya meri bhen jesi h agar kbhi bhi tune uske saath kuch galat kiya toh yad rakhiyo teri haddiyan gin-gin ke tod dunga samjha.(Do whatever you like, but remember, Ramya is like my sister ,if you ever do anything wrong to her , remember that I will break your bones while counting them one by one.)

Suryansh said in a dead serious tone and jerked Adheer's hand off his collar.

Tum log mere dost ho ya uske?Abhi tu phle Aashrit-(Are you my friends or his? Now you and before you Aashrit-)

Adheer halted on his words and recalled Aashrit words.

Aashrit?Tu kab mila usse?Tujhe pta h na vo-(Aashrit? When did you meet him? Don't you know he-)

Suryansh said but Adheer cut his words and continued

Han mujhe pta h.Par vo kese janta h yeah sab or Ramya use kese janti h?Vo to kabhi usse mili bhi nhi?Kya rishta h uska meri Ramya ke saath?(Yes, I know. But how does he know? How does Ramya know him? She has never even met him? What is his relation with my Ramya?)

Ab vo toh vhi bta sakta h na tu kesi bevkoof jesi baate krra h.Use phone kar or puch le.Simple.(Now only he can tell you, you are acting like a stupid. Use the phone and ask him. Simple.)

Suryansh said but Adheer didn't heard what he said.He was thinking about what happened that night.He called the bartender and asked for a glass of Isabella's Islay Whisky.

After one and a half hour later both friends were fully drunk.Talking nonsense.

Suddenly Adheer's phone rang,it is a call from his assistant Ridhi.But Adheer was too drunk to answer any call.He tried to pick the call up but the screen appeared blur to him and he cut the call instead of picking it up.

Ridhi called 5th time now and finally he answered the call.

Hello.

Ridhi started speaking but Adheer next words make her cough too bad.

I love you.

On this Ridhi said Sir?

Again Adheer said I love you.....I love you so much Ramya.

Ridhi joining all the dots asked him

Sir where are you?

Where I am?I am in a club.

Adheer said while giggling a little while Suryansh is patting his back for no reason.Our drunk men are hilarious.

Ridhi said:

Sir the file you gave me to work on I kept it in the grey locker of your cabin and I arranged all the things you told me.By the way sir ,the flowers you ordered me to bring at your home was prepared but the florist didn't know about the colour so he made a bouque of white tupils and packed 4-5 flowers of different colors to be sown in your lawn.

On the mention of flowers Adheer attention went back to his evening deeds and that's the moment he realized that Ramya is alone at home.All his intoxication went away by listening her words.He took his car keys and ran out of the club straight towards the parking area.Suryansh is blacked out till that time.Adheer fastened his car wheels by pressing the accelerator and breaked all the traffic signals in between.He reached at home and with shivering hands he tried the keys in the main door of house but the door was not opening.Frustrated he kicked the door 8-9 times but nothing worked.He picked a rock and hit the door lock with it.The watchman looking at his reckless behavior come and held his hand which was now a little injured.He entered the house and then put the keys in their room's door lock and it opened.He turned on the lights and their the love of his life,his reason to breathe is lying on the chair,fainted.He untied the ropes and picked her up and laid her on the bed.He sprinkled some water on her face from the jar placed on the side table and pat her cheecks lightly.He hugged her tight and the river of sorrow flowed out from his dark hazel eyes.He called Ridhi and asked her to come along with Dr. Shubham at his place quickly.

Dr. checked her up and prescribed some meds along with anti-depressants and a cream to apply on her wrists.Dr. told him about her condition and mentioned that she had nyctophobia which is caused by something that was happened with her in past.He told him not to make her stressed again and take care of her.

Ridhi along with Doctor left from there.Adheer was applying ointment on her wrists.He cursed himself,he was ashamed of his acts.Somehow he believes that Suryansh was right,maybe the truth was still untold but the question was what pulled Ramya in such a state.All the past month events rewind in his mind like a film and stopped where she talked with a person in car.He also thought about Aashrit words and now he himself will find out the truth.

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What is the relation between Aashrit and Ramya?

Why Ramya face panic attacks?

How come she have nyctophobia?Did something happened to her?

Will Adheer be able to disclose the struck strings of past or will he lose his love in between?

Will both of them stay together after this or she will leave him for his reckless behavior?

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Lets say I don't want to update cause you people not even comment about the chapter.

Well to my readers who actually did,it means a lot to me,I will try to update next part as soon as possible.

Stay happy and hydrated.

See you on the next chapter till then let your Author take a rest.

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